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Hi ya,
Sorry I've not been back in a while.
Life has been a little busy working two jobs, getting myself out of "the red" from my fantastic vacation. Still a little while to go with that #yolo. And then devastating loss of my beloved best friend #gutted.
Nothing beats grief to curb your hunger and reduce sleep. I can fit so much more into my day! My diet has been consisting of carrot sticks, diet coke and Tim Tams. Mostly I'm not that hungry or couldn't be assed making food.
I almost ...Wait For It ... feel like a model. I don't know how they keep this up. I guess it's for the dollar dollar bills. I have no energy. Perhaps most models are just grieving over the life they use to live with food a daily recurrence. Bless them, they make a tone of cash. We all love to glare into our computer screens, staring at countless blogs, in utter admiration of their tall, slender frames and the amazing outfits. #streetstyle
Of course grief is not a joyful phase of diet coke and carrot sticks. But mostly uncontrollable tears, headaches ... from the tears ... eyes that seem to burn ... from the tears ... a constantly pink nose ... from the tears ... So basically a whole bunch of crying at work, on my way to work, on the phone to my Mum, reading amazing texts from family and friends, late night cries, flowers at my doorstep cries, falling asleep cries and the wake up cries when you realise this isn't a dream cries. #TheGirlCanCry
The tears will slow down, my hunger will return and by then I may have even paid off my credit card. My life will continue slightly different to what I know or knew but it will be ok because she is watching over me now. My darling Cobie, may you Rest In Peace.
lots of love
xx
