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Hi ya!
I hope you all have been keeping well.
I feel I have nothing profound to say to you all, or rant about so I'm not too sure why I am writing too you. But alas, here I am. To be honest, I feel slightly more upbeat and motivated to achieve goals in my life, than last time I wrote you.
Presently, I reside in my home town with fewer opportunities than London. They say the hardest thing for Australians moving to London, is having to return home. Living in such an amazing city raises your expectations on what a city has to offer. (Which drastically alters what you believe to be stock standard with any conglomerate of buildings, business and houses.) Thus, making certain careers appear realistic and possible in Old Blighty. This is why there has been a great depletion in my personal motivation to become and actress or fashion blogger or even just work in PR, there are simply much fewer opportunities here.
It's approaching the 2 year mark since my dramatic return. I still miss the luxuries of drop in acting and dance classes, networking, theatre and just the comfort that dreams can become a reality. I am in no way ungrateful that I get to call Australia home. I am aware how lucky that this land, is my homeland. I am beyond grateful to found true uncontrollable life changing love, and that I've acquired a step child #bff. There are many so many other reasons why I'm happy to be home and very much feel a sense of purpose, and it's the right place and right time to be here, in the town with too many vowels.
It's just hard to stay motivated and not fall into the trap of becoming the victim and play the blame game. Attitude is the difference between an ordeal and an adventure. This town is an adventure, thats for sure. Everything I want I can still achieve, the goals I desire are still realist. I just need a different plan of attack.
I hope all your days are merry!!!
lots of love
xxx
